just a single kiss in the lips before saying good bye, then you waved your farewell
and it was the juiciest lips ever touched mine,
and it was the most intimate hours ever spent.
even the stars stop twinkling high above…
they just loved to watch, to see me.. and you…
right under the moon light and far from the spot of any lights
when we looked at each other with hopes lie in our eyes,
when we held on each other with feelings of “I Don’t Wanna Let You Go”
then the wind blew our skins and delivered the chills… that made us holding much longer… longer.. and longer.
There, in our silences… you held my hands
I heard you saying… I love you
And you heard me saying all the same thing…
and when you walked by and left your foot prints in front of my door,
I knew, I didn’t want to see you leave….
I knew, a part of my heart said this, over and over again..
“Will he come back and collect all the pieces?”
and this..
“Will he hold my hands then say, sorry our time has come and there’s no longer a place for us in the nearest future”
….when we should let go all the crazy but beautiful feelings we have right now…
….when I just realize that your touch is more than just some crazy old intimacy, but it’s a need?
My need to have you around.
My need to have you close.
My need to have you, till I’ll lose all my senses…
so here..
here I am.
In the cold room with an empty heart.
After having myself torturing my own heart with the sharpest blade called reality,
I’m done with all my useless feelings which lately been hanging around my thoughts like damn parasites.
I’m done being the stupid and bitchy girlfriend that always yells but begs for mercy.
Because this night…
when I’m desperately missing you,
I know… you’re the best part of my life that I could never let go.
(love you, Pacar. I really do)
The Blings of My Life 
hmmm…. he called me, EmiChan… and after having a long discussion *termasuk nangis-nangisan segala*, we decided to take a break…….. nggak tahu sampai kapan…… yang penting dia tau kalau aku sayang banget sama dia dan kehilangan dia adalah satu hal yang sulit terbayang saat ini… but hey… life goes on…… aku sama Pacar masih saling cinta, tapi ternyata, love is never enough for us… Argh, sorry, jadi curhat begini.. 🙂
Posted by Ikkyu_san | July 31, 2008, 3:38 amhehe…. ntar deh… masih pingin ganti-ganti dulu yaa…
Posted by Ikkyu_san | July 31, 2008, 10:36 amhehe.. embeerrrr…. tapi udah aku ganti lagi lho… See?? See??? Petualangan Lala ganti-ganti themes baru akan berakhir tanggal 3 August nanti.. *saat balik ke Surabaya di mana internet musti bayar.. haha*
touchy ya? emang ngerti gitu apa artinya? hahahaha…. ^^
Aku ga jadi ke Anyer, Bang.
Takut item… kan besok mau ketemuan sama Asunaro.. hhehehe.. ga banget deh alasannya! 🙂
Posted by heryazwan | July 31, 2008, 10:51 amhehe.. udah ganti kok Om…. yang tadi emang kayak blognya si seleb Hangga Damai itu…
dan ya…. ini emang lagi norak abis, manfaatin gretongan *emang si Om, tiap hari bisa gretongan pake wi-fi di kantor.. wekekeke*
eh.. kangen nih Oooomm.. kemane ajeeehhhh…. 🙂
Posted by nh18 | July 31, 2008, 5:03 pmhehe…… petualangan theme masih berlanjut, Buuww… tenang.. tenang… 🙂
ehh.. lu baca balesan komen gua buat EmiChan dong…. dijamin lu ga bakal ‘ciee cieee’an lagi.. 🙂
Posted by natazya | July 31, 2008, 6:39 pmdan akhirnya Mas Mahendra ikutan ngomentarin theme-nya nih.. hehehehe…
Posted by Daniel Mahendra | August 1, 2008, 5:29 amiya, EmiChan. Buat aku, it’s not my end…. we will never know… never… thanks. I’ll be strong!
Posted by Ikkyu_san | August 1, 2008, 7:52 amkayaknya ini ngelindur, Om… hehehehe…
thanks ya Om… I’m just trying to say what’s inside my head… daripada ngerecokin kepala dan bikin pusing, mendingan ditulis aja… Biar nulisnya sambil nangis juga, yang penting agak lega-an dikit…
Ya.. ya.. dynamite.. yang sebentar lagi meledak… (apa udah berkali-kali ya? hehe)
Posted by nh18 | August 1, 2008, 9:35 amPoems are like chocolates toth heart. If you love chocolates you definitely love poems.
Posted by Francis | August 11, 2008, 4:15 pmHiks…
aku jugaaaa.. inget lagi deh.. huhu
Posted by Eka Situmorang-Sir | April 16, 2009, 11:47 am